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Yesterday i looked around, and accepted tenancy of a bedsit in a sheltered housing scheme.
Having lived with my Mother after my marriage ended, suffering a stroke, Kidney transplant failure, then another kidney transplant (4th) in the 15 odd years i have lived here, now i'm registered disabled and unable to walk far, and stroke affected balance badly as well.
My Mother/(late)Father for reasons unknown to me, have never been loving or supportive to me, but my younger brother was the golden boy, as far as my parents were concerned about me, they were there when required.
Now aged 77 my Mother is becoming forgetful, but instead of getting help, she relies on me being an emotional punchbag, my Father had Rheumotoid Arthritis, and physically beat me, until i was old enough to stand up to him.
Hence most of my life i have been made to feel useless, unable to maintain a stable relationship, not being able to make myself understood in certain situations etc.
Now i have a new challenge, to live the rest of my life a damn sight better than iv'e been used too.
Probably be offline for a few weeks, but some members here have my mobile number, to keep me informed of anytrhing that might interest me
Having lived with my Mother after my marriage ended, suffering a stroke, Kidney transplant failure, then another kidney transplant (4th) in the 15 odd years i have lived here, now i'm registered disabled and unable to walk far, and stroke affected balance badly as well.
My Mother/(late)Father for reasons unknown to me, have never been loving or supportive to me, but my younger brother was the golden boy, as far as my parents were concerned about me, they were there when required.
Now aged 77 my Mother is becoming forgetful, but instead of getting help, she relies on me being an emotional punchbag, my Father had Rheumotoid Arthritis, and physically beat me, until i was old enough to stand up to him.
Hence most of my life i have been made to feel useless, unable to maintain a stable relationship, not being able to make myself understood in certain situations etc.
Now i have a new challenge, to live the rest of my life a damn sight better than iv'e been used too.
Probably be offline for a few weeks, but some members here have my mobile number, to keep me informed of anytrhing that might interest me
